(eṇ thoughts) today when not having any (better) thoughts in the mind (to do something to break the cycle of birth, etc., or try some means for that, etc.); was doing same things as before; there was not something that ī could do; —
without seeing (your) disqualification and without feeling shy (seeing the overwhelming motherly love of those who worship the vathsalan (emperumān who is like a mother) —
īn this world if you analyśed each one separately, that is those not having noble qualities (āthma guṇam) and having plenty of ignoble qualities, there is no one like me who does not have an iota of noble qualities and is complete in ignoble qualities – in this way it stands that there is no one comparable to – —