on top of that mattress of thiruvananthāzhwān (ādhiṣĕshan) —

atop that lotus flower —

ridding herself of feminine qualities such as shyness, fear, timidity —

approach, take shelter —

eating, sleeping, fearing, enjoying other pleasures are the four things they nullify —

who can trouble? —

(which you) crushed them together —

everything without leaving out even a single entity —

entering in me and becoming complete in all ways —

be immersed —

fully beautiful —

beautifully subservient —

having a divine crown which can destroy (enemies on merely sighting them) —

pressing tightly —

due to the blame from their abuse —

fitting/suitable —

who all would attain the purushārtham of kāmam (love) —

emperumān who removed the sorrow of gajĕndhran —

we do not consider that as having any clarity (it is not apt) —

despite that, my mental illness has not been cured. —