will attain those divine, lotus-like feet —

 who does not stay under my control —

occupy me now? —

due to the blame from their abuse —

will say that water is sweeter than those pursuits such as ṣabdham etc —

what is the benefit (that they had) thus obtained? —

one who has ego due to that and thinks of himself as bhagavān —

despite that, my mental illness has not been cured. —

to be in a particular manner —

instead of having doubts as to whether that is good or this is bad —

knowing that enjoying emperumān at paramapadham (ṣrī vaikuṇtam) is good —

or he totally denies knowing about me —

that which is mentioned (by them) —

asking him “ṅrant me three steps of land” —

saying ‘give me three steps of land’ —

vowing them to be for the divine feet of ṣrī vāmana who is naturally inclined towards union with his devotees —

if told to carry out service —

saying -he is our servitor- —

that we are servitors —

he will not leave my heart —