would get the blessings of —

(until now) ī had not attained it and thus lost —

 one who gave birth —

getting an opportunity —

attaining the status of not being born —

standing firmly —

have attained —

receiving (his perfect) gift —

became a servitor —

getting (as subservient to me) —

having acquired —

acquired —

attaining truly —

having attained —

gave birth —

attained —

being freed from kaivalya mŏksham —

even after having him as swāmy (master) —