īs staying away the right thing to do? —

an unfortunate person such as ī am (who for a long time did not get involved with matters related to emperumān) —

when by his grace it would come together? —

boundaries of the ṣāsthram which reveal gyānam in the form of bhakthi —

the unfortunate (for they cannot attain emperumān) —

 as per manthrams —

(since it is purushārtham- goal desired by individual) is happening as per our command; —

how terrible is the weight of the sins? —

by the order of īṣvara, in the form of our fortune —

with our permission —

per vidhi (karmā/fate) —

mercy in the form of unavoidable destiny —

fortune (in the form of his mercy) —

by your mercy (which is being the cause for such benefit, which makes you consider my lie to be truth, and which is indicated by the term -vidhi #which makes you bless me even if you do not want to do that) —

destiny in the form of unmissable mercy of bhagavān —

sukruth – his giving the grace/opportunity. —

fortune? —

breaking down —

 have the body shaking —

did not carry out any kainkaryam physically (such as folding the palms together or praising through the mouth) —