you would see that ī have no refuge other than you —

have not practiced any —

have not even thought about hearing/learning —

ī will not accept as a deity —

ī am without anyone, please consider —

did not give up (by engaging in thapa (penance), gyāna (knowledge), sama (good qualities) etc) —

due to having none —

will not have as my refuge —

 not having any goodness —

 not having —

ī was not born in a dhivya dhĕṣam where you [emperumān] are dwelling —

ī have no existence —

ī don-t have —

won-t have (as the goal) —

not having —

ī do not have; —

do not have —

not having; —