unable to handle by this āthmā —

 with her life —

Kannan killed —

my prāṇan (life) —

my āthmā —

my āthmā —

my āthmā (soul) —

my āthmā-s —

in my heart (me who is not favourable) —

for my soul —

my soul —

and so my āthmā —

my āthmā —

entering into my heart (by revealing this incident) —

for my āthmā (soul) —

the actions of āthmā (which is submitted) are not under my control —

for my āthmā —

my soul —

my āthmā —

my nature/body (which is to be given up) —