the four shoulders which are like a huge mountain and which torment me, who is a sinner —

ī am having sin (to have the all-favourable aspects to be unfavourable), in my heart —

sinful me (who could not enjoy this form) —

 ī who am a sinner —

 me, the sinner —

sinful me —

(one who could not properly worship) sinner like me —

sinner like ī —

will not think of (others) —

we, who have lot of cruel sins —

one who has the sins (of not being able to enjoy emperumān directly), my —

me who is very sinful —

greatly sinful me —

me, who is having sins (which stop me from seeing you) —

ī who am a sinner (sins, which stop me from seeing him) —

one who is having sins (which makes the obedient krishṇa to disobey me), my —

having me who is having the sin (of not attaining and enjoying the same, while they shine inside), —

me who is having the sin not to enjoy him as desired, —

ī who am having sin (which stops me from enjoying those desirable aspects) —

ī who am having sins which make me turn away from him even when he pursues me rigorously, my —