to be in a particular manner —

instead of having doubts as to whether that is good or this is bad —

 ḥe pointed to and told that the beautiful divine place thiruvāli is this. —

my soul —

what is the reason for this —

 how (being too old!) —

 is it good (to call out openly loudly)’, —

the four shoulders which are like a huge mountain and which torment me, who is a sinner —

this —

not understanding/saying that this separation is unbearable —

saying -this is the path- —

is developed —

this (your coming in to my mind) is a black mark —

who (try to) prove that such is the meaning of vĕdhas, —

 determining that this is the right time to kill him —

 ṭhe one having the color like that of the sea, perumāl̤, has created this state –  she said.   —

saying ‘only you have done this’ —