that it does not match his mercy —

this is not the effect of your mercy since the purpose of standing there is not attained —

and it is not matching your true behavior. —

what is said as kindness —

is this (your) nature? —

you did this mercilessly. —

qualities such as krupā etc (to give me joy) —

(thagundha) appropriate as per the nature of what is to be attained; —

qualities such as compassion etc —