will attain those divine, lotus-like feet —

 who does not stay under my control —

due to the blame from their abuse —

will say that water is sweeter than those pursuits such as ṣabdham etc —

what is the benefit (that they had) thus obtained? —

one who has ego due to that and thinks of himself as bhagavān —

despite that, my mental illness has not been cured. —

or he totally denies knowing about me —

instead of having doubts as to whether that is good or this is bad —

knowing that enjoying emperumān at paramapadham (ṣrī vaikuṇtam) is good —

that which is mentioned (by them) —

instead of saying that (what can ī do to match his greatness?); saying -aham sarvam karishyāmi #(ī will serve him in all ways) —

asking him “ṅrant me three steps of land” —

saying ‘give me three steps of land’ —

if told to carry out service —

that we are servitors —

he will not leave my heart —

she said “drink” to make the infant happy in its mind —

saying that you would drink to your stomach’s content, thus drinking (her life along with her milk) —

 leaving me alone —