due to my cruel sins —

how will sins come? —

my sin —

as said in dhvishantha:pāpakruthyām, the karmas ī am talking about are not attained or assumed from others, but are based on my own actions; —

is due to karmas ī got the body; due to that the blemishes of ahankāram, etc. – he removed such karmas. vinaiyām due to my deeds; —

many clusters of my sins which have been accumulated which cannot be forgiven by anyone, —

my karmas (effects of my deeds) —