(due to that) ī have gone far away [from emperumān] —

ī was sunken; —

 having weakened —

 ī who have become very tired —

ī did not do anything —

ī have seen him in front of me and enjoyed to eliminate all my losses. —

 ī became enlivened. —

 experienced disaster —

became desirous; —

 stuttered; —

 became satisfied —

ī have soaked myself in them fully —

submitted (to you) —

became free from. —

gave up (worldly pleasure and self-enjoyment) —

have attained —