in the seventh song of this decad. the Nāyakī had complained that the Lord had stolen her heart and fled with it to the milk-ocean. Apprehending that the Nāyakī might get at Him even there, He seems to have since gone to the high spiritual worlds, so as to be out of her reach. But the Nāyakī is now determined to get out of her shell and ferret Him out wherever He might go and expose Him thoroughly all over the land.
In this ninth pāśuram of the chapter, Parāṅguśa Nāyakī, having long concealed the torment in her heart due to her innate feminine modesty (strītvam), finally reaches a point of absolute resolve. As Śrī Nampiḷḷai elucidates, her inner world has been weeping, but now that she has determined to destroy the reputation of her beloved Lord, she questions, "Who should I hide